Finding content to create with

It has been a long time since I updated this blog. I’ve been somewhat less active with coding in the sense of learning, and more focused on the application of and creating. A little update:

Since my last post, I started to focus on making things. I was working on projects with FreeCodeCamp, and was enjoying it, but then there came the project for a portfolio site. I already wanted a portfolio to show people what I know so that I could apply to a job should the opportunity present itself. But what content would I use to fill the portfolio site? My blog? That’s it? If I wanted to switch my career into web design and development, a spiffy site would help my chances.

I started to research portfolio sites and design company sites for ideas. I had a few, but the idea of showing actual work continued to be a problem, as I didn’t feel I had enough experience to showoff on a site. There would be a gaping hole on the site once I tried to link to work experience. I knew I needed to fill that spot with content.

I think finding or creating content for a start up designer can be tough. I know I have the skills to make something look nice, but what is it that I’ll be making look nice? I’ve had some … “interesting learning experiences” from working with people before I was ready. I’m 90% sure I’m ready to make a site, but that other 10% comes from those voices of doubt in my head. Turns out, that 10% can be much louder than the silent majority in my head.

Bending to the will of doubt, I started to look to myself to see what I had to offer for content. I went to school for art education, and I’ve made a lot of art over my life, but a few months ago I made the conscious decision to abandon drawing and painting. I am sure I’ll return to it one day. It’s hard to completely turn your back on something that you’ve been doing since before you can remember. Two reasons led to this decision: unhappiness with the work I was making, and to focus more attention on coding and my goals for a career change. I donated many of my remaining supplies to the neighborhood school, and got rid of a lot of my earlier work. But I didn’t get rid of my camera.

Photography has become my sole source of artistic expression over the past year or so. While eliminating drawing and painting, I’ve been able to focus my attention on photography. I work with digital, and take a lot of photos. Enough that I realize I had the content I was looking for. What I thought would be a quick lead up to organizing some photographs for a site became a much larger project that I endeavored.

I’ve spent well over two weeks going through photographs, trying to figure out how to organize it. In doing so, I learned a lot about myself as a photographer. I rarely ever go back and look at my old photos; the joy of shooting something was enough for me. Going back over years of photographs was a illuminating activity for me.

Before organizing my photographs, I also did some research. I found many photographers’ sites that gave me ideas on how to present my work. I’ve also looked at sites that might not be as obvious as others: sites like Philly.com and other news sites. I wanted  to see how to present photographs in a more functional, rather than formal context. Extrapolating ideas from unlikely sources has given me a better sense of how I want to present my work.

By now, you may be wondering where the site is. Currently, it’s on paper and in my head. There is functionality I don’t know how to create. Yet. Over the next couple days and weeks, I plan to pour over web site source codes to start to take apart and tinker with ideas. I know I’m making it harder on myself to start from scratch, but what I learn from this process will help me to finally have something to place into my web designer portfolio site.

Finding content to create with

Web A Tact

What do you do when you’re stuck? When you’re faced with a concept that you just cannot grasp?

I ran into a block. I was having difficulty figuring out the solutions to CodeAcademy’s JS Object lessons. I was completing the tasks, but I wasn’t fully grasping what they were trying to teach me. This became evident in subsequent lessons where I started to rely heavily on the messageboard “Q&A Forum.” I began using this for clarification for errors, then to find shortcuts, and eventually using the forum as my starting point. The forum became my cheat code source so I could move through the course.

I had a problem. I was not actually learning the concept, but rather, learning how to cheat my way through. I stepped back. A new tact was needed, to change my approach. There is a wealth of information out there about JavaScript and the concept of objects in it, so I went elsewhere. Online videos at Lynda.com, Google searches, and even a book.

I still do not have a full grasp on objects. I know there are two ways to create them, I can recognize the differences visually. I know methods act as functions for objects, but how that shakes out I’m not certain.

I am certain of this: if one source cannot explain a concept for me, there are others. I wake early to get learning in, but it does me no help to copy and paste other code in to move forward in a course. I can do that while at work, or watching TV. That’s not why I get out of bed in the dark and stumble to the computer. Performing a rote task is not going to help me.

Moving forward, I hope I can remind myself of this lesson from time to time, as I am sure I will forget it. When I’m faced with a concept that I am having a hard time grasping, change my access point to the information. I am not incapable of learning this, I am just currently working incompatibly with my current method on learning.

Web A Tact

Routine…

This morning I encountered errors with a JavaScript program. The code wasn’t working. Still isn’t, actually. I ran out of time.

I only have about 90 minutes to get through as much as I can. The alarm goes off at 5am. The next alarm-the alarm that previously would wake me for getting up for work-signals the end of coding work at 6:30. This has been my routine the last 3 weeks. On Saturdays, I don’t have the second alarm, though I have other responsibilities later in the morning.

Yes, I do this six days a week. I even did it on a day off. Can I keep this up? I don’t see why not. I do try to get some work done after work, but I also keep that time available for chores and spending time with my wife. This still leaves some time to work most nights, but that’s when MeetUps happen, or networking events.

It’s hard to find the time to get everything I want done. I know I’m not alone in trying to squeeze more time from each day. This routine is me trying to find more hours in the day to work towards my goals, but still able to have some sort of normalized life. I don’t want to me monkish all day, as it’s important to me to still be available to those around me.

Yesterday, though, I had a hard time with transitioning from coding to getting ready for work. My code had problems, and I couldn’t find the cause. As alarms went off to remind me it was time to transition, I ignored in hopes of not leaving the code with syntax errors. I eventually had to accept defeat for the moment and move on. Thankfully, that alarm will go off tomorrow at 5am. 

Even accepting temporary defeat was hard.

Routine…